my heart
the first time i seen you my heart belonged to another
you didn't exist in my world
a fragment of another's imagination
but something has happened between then and now
you are my infatuation

no words can explain the longing in my heart
can explain my unrequited love
and of how it feels to be giving, giving, never taking
i want so bad to reach out and touch you
it's a deep, ever present aching

i wonder how long my heart can endure this pain
and if the spell will ever be broken
i want to be held, and to hold you too
every breath i take is captured unaware in your control
my heart is so torn i love you

you remind me of the rain
the rains falls gently outside my bedroom window
thoughts of you aimlessly through my mind do flow
the constant question is why am i affected so?

as each raindrop falls i'm reminded of your absence
a deep, abiding longing for your presence
do I even stand a chance?

tug of war with my heart
it's a give and take situation
i give, you take
we play all day with my heart like this

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i woke up this morning and watched the sun rise
miles away you were watching the sun too,
we were thinking and missing each other,
it feels so good to be in love with you.

all throughout the day i'm reminded of you
as the sun beats gently on me
i feel your warmth and love all around
i can't wait until you're in my company

at the close of the day and the setting sun
as darkness settles in you complete my thoughts
your words, 'i love you' whisper in my mind
i fall asleep, and in dreams of you i am lost

hands
these hands i know so well
can take away my fears
i love being held by them
they wipe away my tears

what we have
i'm bound to you, you've got me grounded, i try to fly, i'm hindered
just release me from your power, you inhabit my mind and weightless i rest in yours

this isn't a fleeting feeling, it's anchored in my heart
and you oblivious to the eyes that are on you
the hands that so long to be forever in yours

if it is perfection you are searching
this freedom from fault is only a thought away
a touch away

open your eyes your mind
to what we have
and only then will you see with clear vision
that I long to be with you.